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Saturday, October 27th, 2007
12:22 pm
TWO YEARS since last post!

Holy shit, where did the past two years go? It's funny, reading a few of my past entries feels listening to a stranger speak in some parts. Life has been interesting, painful, challenging, infuriating, wonderful, gut-wrenching, a million things.

I have so much to update- well obviously, it has been two whole years after all. Nick and I worked it out. We still have the odd disagreement, but we click. We have been MARRIED (OMFG!), since 10.10.2006. Yes we got married on Hamilton Island, yes it rained! (haha)....but it was all so wonderful. That, incedentally, was also the last time I had a holiday. Arrrgh!!

I went through heaps of bullshit in 2005. My job (the one I mentioned in previous entries), ended very badly, I got involved (stupidly!) in the office girly in-fighting and ended up leaving in a fury of tears and legal threats! Fuck you AWA, and esp. FUCK YOU LANA and ANNA. Enjoy your simple, lame lives. But yeah, that was a while ago. I'm over it now, aside from the fact that I would keep driving if I saw either one of them on the side of the road. What else? I worked at a servo for a bit. I was great at my job (best promos in the whole shop when I could be bothered), and it was a giant piece of shit! I quit and went to work elsewhere (more on that later!)

Summer in our Sydenham house was SOOO HOT. Upstairs at night was like a sauna, but the swimming pool there was heaven. Hello pool parties and late night beers in the pool. Memories I will treasure. Also some of the shit we got up to with Em and Brad there was just pure magic, evil fun! We moved out in mid-2006, after a giant hole in the roof wasn't repaired after 3 months, and the rent was increased. In a lot of ways, staying there would've been better, but then I wouldn't have the experiences I have now!

So, mid-2006 we moved to Melton. It was shit. Welfare ppl everywhere, not that I judge, but when I wake up nearly every morning to AJ!!! Stop hitting your FUCKING sister you LITTLE SHIT!!!! it gets to you. Esp when AJ is the adorable little toddler next-door. Seriously, welfare is such bullshit. Our country needs better support for low income earners, but in very different ways. It is all fucked up. I hope I never need to rely on the government. My definition of hell. Anyway, Melton was crap, and the only plus was being closer to some of our friends, but then again we were further away from others, so....yeah. Nick and I nearly drove each other insane, purely because there was nothing else to do there. Also, my Scoupe went to car heaven. I leant it to Nick when I was on shit at the servo and it came back with a cracked engine block. Men! Ok, ok, I kid. It was just a shite car.....

So then there was the wedding. The wedding was magic. The only bad thing was that the makeup/hair people were a bit.....slow...but honestly that is nothing in the sceme of things, and once they started listening to me it was all good. That and the breakdown of my friendship with Laura vE- now S. Regardless of all the shit we put each other through (we had a huge bust-up over the wedding, but we were becoming more distant way before that), I miss her so much. Some of my other friends will hate me for this, but I feel like I have lost a sister :( Yeah, a lot of things with our friendship may have been fucked up, but we were besties since grade 3/4! We grew up together. I feel like she has moved on to this whole other world where I am not invited. A whole year later, and I am still not ok. I sometimes wonder what her take is on it all. And I worry about her with her new hubby. I know that night was over two years ago now, but for some fucked up reason I am protective. She has been hurt so many times by arsehole guys and I hate to think that she is settling for whatever reason. I guess it isn't any of my business now though, here on the outer. Mostly I miss my shopping buddy, girly friend, partner in crime, my confidante. There were elements to our friendship that just will never be there with my other friends. I feel like a part of me is missing.

Saying that, I am so lucky to have my other friends. Emily is my rock, she is such an amazing friend. You call her, any time, she is there. She is always on your side, always up for fun and laughter. She listens. Beyond all of that class clown act, she is a true friend. I have to make sure that I never tak advantage of that, because she is great. ok, well it is lunch time. I will update more/babble soon.



Current Mood: accomplished
Monday, August 29th, 2005
2:32 pm
New job, moved house....... you know, the usual!
Dear Journal,

Shit! I really need to update more often! It has been easily over a month since my last entry. Lori is ok now, her wrist is still annoying her, but the cast is off, finally! (Six weeks later!!)....but back to me now.

I moved house about a month and a bit ago, Nick and I had just had enough of my parent's bullshit. They are unbearable to live with. So we moved closer to the city, just me, him and our little dog Cherie. It is amazing! I wish we had moved out on our own sooner. There is nobody whinging at us, nobody screaming at us and nobody threatening us with eviction over stupid little things like not doing other people's dishes, etc. Not to mention it has taken A LOT of strain off our relationship. It is pretty sad when it gets to the point where moving out of your parents house is a relief and relaxing.

I have also had a job now for about six weeks. It is great, but a little repetitive. But there is no way I'm giving it up- it's perfect because I can surf the net and do my online uni work in work hours if it's quiet. Wow huh?

Uni is going well too, mostly distinctions and I had the final exam for my first subject yesterday. I hope it went well!

My car is on the road and registered now, and I have my P's! FINALLY I CAN DRIVE ON MY OWN! What a godsend. The car still needs a bit of love and attention, but nothing that can't be fixed and she is SOO COOL!

So yeah, that's what's been going on. not bad huh?
By the way while I'm here, update your LJ Jen! I miss hearing from you, as we don't have the net (and therefore MSN) at home yet! :0

Byes,

-Bee!

Current Mood: accomplished
Friday, June 24th, 2005
9:27 pm
And one more thing...
Here's another thing too- Lori, my best friend, broke her wrist and now has to spend her entire holidays (which haven't started yet) in a plaster cast. I hate this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
9:11 pm
Grrrrr............Infuriating older people!
Dear Journal,

Ok, I have my car and my homework sorted out finally! All I have to do now is get the bloody thing registered in my name in the next few days and everyone will be happy! Parents in general are giving me the absolute fucking shits at the moment. My parents have just decided that if we are still living here in August they will double our rent, and if we're still here in December, our rent will be doubled again!! Merry fucking Christmas, arseholes!!!! On top of that I have no money to pay for car rego, etc and I have a seriously close deadline, with my licence payment coming up really close too! My parents won't give me a cent, even though I have a very promising job interview next week and I've promised to pay them back.

To make matters worse, Nick's parents are beyond bad right now. I officially hate them both and just don't give a shit anymore. They have affectively taken between $12000 and $14000 from us for their own profit and are squatting in Nick's house, leaving us without one. To make things worse, they have decided that somehow I am at fault. I am dying to sell the house and force them out, but they are guilt tripping Nick into staying there and forging a whole bunch of documents to make alterations to the house without Nick's consent. I wish he would just stand up to them, they are absolute monsters. I am so angry right now, and frustrated that Nick puts up with (and consequently also puts me through hell) this shit from them.

The day we sell that house and cut all our ties with his parents will be the best day in a very long time after what I have been put through.

Why is it that I am stuck with these bullshit situations?? What type of parents are they if they put their own son out just so they can make a buck?!?!? Fucking bastards!!

Bye,

-Bee!

Current Mood: FURIOUS!!! FUCKING FURIOUS!!!!
Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
9:48 pm
Happy Bee :)
Dear Journal,

Don't you just love it when work experience at a relly cool place turns into a possible traineeship??? Hell yeah!

Current Mood: enthralled
Monday, June 6th, 2005
11:30 pm
Yay :)
Dear Journal,

OMG I am so stoked right now!!! I just got offered work experience with Dolly Magazine in Sydney next year!! Yay awesome work!!! Double yay interstate trip!!!

TeeHee. :)

From Bee.

Current Mood: ecstatic
Monday, May 9th, 2005
5:42 pm
Dear Journal;

Yay my body is being random and stupid!!!

For no apparrent reason at all, I have a hormonal imbalance. It flared up yesterday and won't go away. Just what I needed, greasy hair less than 3 weeks before the engagement party. Whoop-dee fuckin' doo!!! Meh.

At least it isn't really affecting my moods, it's just a pain in the arse. Other than that, things have been.....uneventful. I'm bored. I should be painting for Graphic Arts, but I just can't be bothered right now. I think I'll go and let the dog in.

Another productive night sitting on the sofa. Yay me.

Shit it is boring here sometimes. Not having neighbors (or even a general store) in your "town" really sucks.

Population=Tyre.


Byes,

-Bee!

Current Mood: bored
Saturday, May 7th, 2005
3:18 pm
F I R S T S
First best friend: Amanda Gray
First break-up: None
First screen name: Belinda
First self purchased album: All Saints- All Saints
First funeral: One of my school friend's mother's.
First pets: Cassie (Cocker Spaniel)
First piercing/tattoo: Ears when I was 6, then belly at 19.

L A S T S
Last car ride: home from Andrew's in Sunbury, after work.
Last good cry: Earlier today, hugging Nick
Last movie seen: The Hitchikers Guide to the Galaxy
Last beverage drank: Hot chocolate
Last food consumed: Self-made seafood salad
Last phone call: Laura
Last time showered: About 1 hour ago.
Last shoes worn: Runners
Last item bought: Sparkly one-off aqua Jacket from Richmond (well, Nick kinda bought it...)
Last annoyance: My stupid body- always getting sick at the worst possible time!
Last time wanting to die: Last big fight with Nick (quite a while ago now, thankfully!)

S P E C I F I C S
Do you do drugs?: Only passively- others around me do (not Nick)
What kind of shampoo do you use?: Fudge oomf
What are you most scared of?: ultimately Death, for now, loss of control
What are you listening to right now?: Mario Kart background music (I just beat Nick!)
Where do you want to get married?: On the beach at Hamilton Island, Queensland, Australia.
How many buddies are online right now?: on msn: 1

F A V O R I T E S
Color: Purple, closely followed by turquoises, teals and aqua.
Boy name: I have no idea
Girl name: Jasmina
Classes in school: Graphic Arts, Design and TV
Animals: Dogs, tropical fish, 1 Budgie and a Diamond Python.
Sports: Circus
Cologne: Hugo Boss Bottled and YSL Baby Doll for the girls!
H A V E Y O U E V E R
Given anyone a bath?: Yes, the other night...
Bungee jumped? Yes, weeks of physio after, never again!
Made yourself throw up?: Yes, but not for any other reason than something lodged in my throat!
Skinny dipped?: Yes
Ever been in love?: Yes
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Yes
Cried when someone died?: Yes
Been rejected?: yes, but not in love
Rejected someone?: Yes, but not in love
Done something you regret?: yes

L A S T P E R S O N
You touched: Nick
Hugged: Nick
You Imed: Jenny
Imed you: Luke
Called you: Nick's mum, Christine
You called: Laura
Bought you flowers: Christine

W H O D O Y O U W A N N A
Kill: Nobody, but I would like a few choice people at Beccy High to suffer.....
Slap: My parents when they are being condescending and insolent

W H I C H I S B E T T E R
Coke or Pepsi: Juice or fruit smoothies - cola is not the healthiest!
Flowers or candy: Both!
Tall or short: Tall

R A N D O M
In the morning I am: An empty shell on autopilot
All I need is: my man, my family and my pet dog, Cherie, oh and air food, water, etc...
Love is: Something that always seems to happen when you least expect it to.
I dream about: Very odd happenings, stardom and love
What do you notice first: the eyes and face
Last person you danced with: Nick in the living room two nights ago
Who makes you laugh the most: My dog Cherie
Makes you smile: People close to me, and the dog.
Who has a crush on you: Most of my platonic male friends (ugh!)
D O Y O U E V E R
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: Once a month!! (or so...)
Wish you were younger: Hell yes, and I'm only just 20! School was so easy.....

N U M B E R
Of times I have had my heart broken: Many
Of hearts I have broken: Many
Of guys I've kissed: 1
Of girls I've kissed: no comment
Of continents I have lived in: 3
Of tight friends: about 4 or 5
Of cds I own: somewhwere in the 100's

Current Mood: confused
Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
11:05 pm
Organising a big one- so much work!
Dear Journal,

I cannot believe how much work goes into an engagement party! I have been absolutely flat-out, before I even mention my homework. The party is in four and a half weeks and we still have to organise the venue, the dress, Nick's shirt, food, drinks, all of the decorations, the invites, a guest list, the D.J, the list goes on........... maybe organising an engagement party with the one you love without ripping each other apart is really just a design to see if it will last? Who knows, but things are just so hectic. I'm very happy, but very busy.

C'ya,

-Bee!

Current Mood: bouncy
Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
9:44 am
I'm Engaged!!!
Dear Journal,

Ok, the big news is finally out to the family now, so there you go! Everyone took it really well and Nick and I are just so happy :) We're looking at buying a house soon as well, so I have HEAPS on my mind right now! Nick looks like he might be getting a new job as a flight steward (exciting!) very shortly, so it will FINALLY be goodbye to the Hilton, and his horrid boss. To be honest, most of the people there are really great, but there are a few nutcases that destroy the ambience for everyone else in a huge way. Not to mention the pay is crap compared to that which he may be getting soon....

I'm als going for my licence in two weeks, hopefully I get it! I passed my hazard perception test almost 10% above average so yay, I just hope I don't stall the car on the day, very nervous.....

Ok, well I've gotta jet, class just started!

C'ya,

Bee!

Current Mood: Extatic!!!
Thursday, March 24th, 2005
7:49 pm
Big News
Not long now, and I'll be able to tell you all! :)

Current Mood: pensive
Tuesday, March 15th, 2005
7:45 pm
New course is a change for the better :)
Dear Journal,

The new course is really good. As much as this astounds me, in many ways I think design is more "me" than TV. Today we had life drawing and printmaking and it was pretty cool. The drawing teacher thinks that I am one of her top students, and says I remind her of Cezanne, among other people. That put a smile on my face, but who knows, it could have just been a good day. Tomorrow is Digital Stills and design on the computer, I can't wait!

Apart from being covered from head-to-toe in charcoal and feeling rather tired (I just went from being nocturnal to getting up at 6am in the morning), I am pretty stoked. Now I just have to sort out the fees...

Nick left me a gorgeous letter on the bed, I hope work is good for him tonight. He has some pretty serious issues to tackle tonight, and I'll be asleep before he gets home. The things we do for love :)

Well, I know it's kind of short, but that's all I can say.......for now.

C'ya,

-Bee.

Current Mood: artistic
Thursday, March 10th, 2005
7:41 pm
Lots of stuff to tell you, so here we go!
Dear Journal,

I've had a pretty good (and busy!) week this week. My try-out at the "My Restaurant Rules" Melbourne Restauraunt, "Two Words", went ok, but but I haven't got a call-back as of yet. To be honest, I'm kind-of over it all. They didn't pay me for two hours worth of work, my hands were wrecked for days because of all of the peeling in the kitchen, and I've moved on to bigger and better things. I'm still happy to support them, and maybe have a meal there one day, but I think that's where I'll stop.

I have a heap of stuff on my plate at the moment, and most of it is still under wraps for now (SHHHH!)....except for one thing. I'm starting a course in Graphic Design next week! If you want have a look at it, here's the URL: http://www.ideaonline.com.au/site2005/courses_ga_1yr.htm
One of my friends has just finished the same course, and it seems pretty cool. Basically it involves a bit of life drawing, a bit of painting and line drawing work, some design work on computer doing promo stuff, and a few other things. It's all pretty cool stuff that I'm already into, so I'm really quite excited!

Nick also FINALLY has the weekend off- two weeks in a row! I can't remember the last time that happened...

Basically I'm pretty pleased with myself, but there's a little nervous contemplation in amoungst it all. I have a HEAP of stuff to buy for the course (graphics pencils, pens, specialised drawing (expensive) stuff), and I'm also entering the course six weeks into the first term!! I'm very flattered to be offered a place in the course so last minute, but shit do I have some homework to catch-up on!

Anyway, I'm blabbing on, so I'm gonna veg and watch a little T.V. I'll drop you all another line when some more stuff happens :)

C'ya,

Bee!

Current Mood: productive
Sunday, February 27th, 2005
3:29 pm
Yay, having a good week :)
Dear Journal,

Hey, you know how I thought I'd missed my chance with "My Restaurant Rules"? Well, guess who got a call from the head chef yesterday, asking for another interview? ME! I am so stoked about it too! I'd love to work there, it would be so fun and such a challenge! Plus, I love cooking, so if I got the apprentice chef position it would just be awesome. I got so excited last night that I cooked a three-course meal! I also got a second interview at the Hilton, I think they want me to start working for them in the next week! I'd much prefer MRR personally, they seem much friendlier, fresher and it would definitely be more of a challenge!

Once again, so much has happened over the past few days that I just can't mention yet, but give it a few weeks and it will be BIG news that you know about! (and no, I am most definitely NOT having a baby any time soon, before you even think it! Too much irresponsible living to do just yet!) Hmmm....what a week!

The number one highlight of last night was the arrival of new pop-balls (little rubber half-balls that pop up) for my dog. My dog has big issues with toy obsession, and the one thing she loves more than tennis balls are these little things. She spent over three hours maniacally running around the house with them in her mouth and making little squeaking noises of puppy bliss. She makes me laugh, stoopid ickle critter.

Ok, well I've gtg now, I have stuff to do, and the weather is too nice out side to miss!
Bye all,

-Bee!

Current Mood: creative and sweet, fucking Ai
Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005
5:54 pm
I got on TV, now back to the job search...
Dear Journal,

Wow! I got on TV, for an interview for my restaurant rules! Yay. Ok well, I didn't get the job to go along with it, but I got damn close. I'm back to the drawing board again as far as jobs go, but there's a job going with Cirque Du Soleil as a Sandwich Hand, and that would be pretty sweet as a filler. Yay, fun job, Yay, money.

I also have something monumentally special going on at the moment, but you'll all just have to wait a few more weeks before I spill it all. I pretty much have a whole shitload of stuff going on, but nothing that I can talk about just yet.

I'm so happy though! :)

C'ya later,

-Bee!

Current Mood: devious
Monday, February 21st, 2005
3:45 pm
So excited right now!!!! :)
Dear Journal,

I just had an interview for "My Restaurant Rules" (A TV program about newbies trying to make thier own restaurants work and competing in each state of Australia), and I think it went pretty well! I basically applied for every position they had going in the restaurant that I was capable of doing, and I had to go in for a group interview. That went pretty well, I was well spoken, friendly and confident all the way through, and I really had a lot of fun! The guys running it seem really nice, and look like a lot of fun, I just hope I get a second interview! They said that they would be calling everyone by 6pm, and no word yet, so I'm starting to stress, it all looks so perfect that it would really suck to get so close yet be so far in the scheme of it all. Anyway, there were about 10-15 people in my group interview, and I was one of 2 people that they pulled away for a TV interview in that lot! Wow!! Awesome! Here's to having my fingers well and truly crossed guys- what a dream it would be. Anyway, I think I should sit down now, as I've only had 30 mins sleep, and I'm STILL bouncing off the walls! If you're interested to see what I'm actually talking about, heres a link to the relevant website- My try out was for VIC.

http://www.myrestaurantrules.com.au/

Ok, I gotta go now,
Wish me much luck!

C'ya,

-Bee!

Current Mood: bouncy
Monday, February 14th, 2005
8:27 pm
Love, strawberries and free cake!
Dear Journal,

I had an awesome day at work today! My new job is such a fun place, even if it is a little simple for me. Today I got a free punnet of strawberries, about 12 mixed flavoured pies and two iced sponge cakes, just because people felt like being nice. The coffee machine nearly exploded, but that was all ok in the end. I STILL haven't had the time to spend Valentines Day with Nick as yet, but there are still a couple of hours left in the day. Poor bugger is as sick as anything with gastro, and the Hilton forced him to work (aka threatened his job over the phone) even though he had a doctor's certificate. I am fucking fuming at Vino for being so horrible to him, let alone breaking the law. I would've expected much better than that from an established place like the Hilton.

Anyway, moving on...........

Nick got me a new phone for V.Day, and it is well nice! Check it out....


VK520 Mobile Phone





Yeah, it's pretty cool, very similar to a flaunt, but with two colour screens and with a built in camera, sweet. It cost far too much, so I'd only let him pay for half of it, and yes, by the way, those are Diamond CZ around the outer display. The actual price will remain anonymous for now............You gotta love him. I also walked in from work today to find the room completely SPOTLESS, and the best part of a shitload of dirty washing completely washed!!! OMFG!! The poor guy should've been in bed. Anyway, it meant a lot to me, although I wish he'd give himself a rest once in a while.

As for my Valentines plans, they all went quite well! I made him some scrummy choccies (handmade, even the filling was made by moi!), spent a ludicrous amount of money on a little heart-shaped fry pan and fancy pancake syrup, made him pancakes drizzled in melted chocolate and a cappuccino in bed, Hand-made a cute little card and got him a nice new leather belt. It's about time really, I had to throw his last one in the bin, and he's lost so much weight that the old one was getting too big!

Anyway, I've gushed and gushed and gushed, and then some, but now I have to say something a little more serious...

I have a very close friend who is perhaps not having the greatest V.Day today, so I just want to let her know that I'm thinking about her, that I wish her all the best, and also I would like to just tell her to remember that not all weeks are bad weeks, and things will get easier soon. Best of luck, you know who you are, and hopefully I'll see you soon.

Ok, that's enough from me today, I'll catch up again soon,
C'ya

-Bee!

Current Mood: Cuddles for all!
Thursday, February 10th, 2005
10:24 pm
Dear Journal,

Why is it that I am so contented with chaos? Oh well, who cares, I'm cruising today. I went to bed at 3.30am, worked at 3pm, have been running around like crazy all week trying to sort out cars, loans, the new job and the prospect of moving country sometime soon. YAY!!! I miss being insane, it's nice to be back. I was a couch jockey for far too long...

I had a great day at work today, everyone there is really nice, and although I know I don't have a very long-lived future there, having good workmates is still just fantastic. I think I'll miss them whenever it is that I move on.

My visions of car-related grandeur are also going quite well. Somewhere along the line I managed to persuade dad to loan me $5000 if it comes to a last resort, so no matter what happens with the banks and credit unions now, I should have my lovely new beast within the next six weeks, which is all made easier by the arrival of my first pay conviently sailing into my bank account today. Hell yeah!

As for the move to England, I can say that I will almost definitely be living there by this time next year, and most likely at this stage, I'll be flying out around the end of this year. I'd love it to be earlier, but I have to be realistic here- I need the money down on the table first! Crap huh?!?! Damn that reality, it bites.

Now, the only thing that isn't really sinking into my current evil little plan is Valentines Day. As much as I hate the propaganda and retail exploitation that goes hand-in-hand which such sickly-sweet fabricated holidays, having a boyfriend on Valentines is pretty cool. Plus, I like chocolates and flowers at the worst of times, so where do I sign up to sell-out?!?!?! Once again, I've got a card up my sleeve and a devious smile on my face. Nick has no idea, I wonder if he'll remember the day....?

Ok, well I'm outta here, in search of a cold beer and comfy couch, the new Stargate series just started, so screw you guys, I'm goin' home!
But before I leave, Big hugs to the one whose alias is Aliiyn- Remember to try and smile, You'll be okay, and if you're not, I'm gonna march over there and make you okay, so be afraid, and ready for a good time, I'm relentless!!

Ok,
C'ya mate,

-Bee!

Current Mood: Up to no good.....
Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
7:22 pm
What to do, what to do...
Dear Journal,

Well, this has certainly been a full-on week. Things are fine between Nick and I now, we sat down and had a good chat and a cuddle. You would not believe how important talking about problems has been for us in keeping things happy! So yay, one hurdle jumped. On to the next issue...

I'm about to get a loan out and buy a decent car, buuuttt.....SOMETHING HUGE JUST CAME UP OUT OF NOWHERE!
Well, as you probably know, I have just started a brand new job (it was my second day today), and although the people are great and it's a lot of fun, I feel very wasted in such a simple work place. So, I haven't stopped applying for jobs at all, I've just been given the option now to be more fussy with the jobs that I choose. I've always wanted to travel, and my career goals are focused around personal success in the media industry. I also miss my time and friends in the United Kingdom A LOT. So, when a job came up looking for Aussies to work in England I was right in there and on to it, as was Nick, who has never left Australia thus far and is just dying to see the world. Guess What?!?!!? WE BOTH GOT A REPLY!!! We could be jetting off to live in the UK (working holiday) in the next month, and we could be there for anywhere, right up to two years. So YAY!

Ok, before I say any more, I just want to let my friends in the UK know that nothing is set in stone just yet, so don't get too excited, but who knows? Now all I have to do is explain this all to my best friend, who is getting married in the next two years and has already asked me to be her matron of honour. Hmmmmm. Wish me luck!

C'ya for now,

-Bee!

Current Mood: bouncy
Saturday, February 5th, 2005
10:47 pm
Life is changing...
Dear Journal,

SOOOO over the Commodore already. It's a piece of shit. Posted on it on EBay yesterday(7-day listing). 1 bid on it already for $450.00. Suckers, hehehe. I got a new job as well, I start on Monday, but I think I already mentioned that in here somewhere. I'm moving country again this year btw! I'm off to America as soon as I get the funds off, finally I'm going to L.A, where my career can FINALLY start to happen! I just wish I knew what was going on between Nick and I lately. To be honest our entire relationship is falling apart. It's not like I hate him or that he's done anything wrong- I just don't think we're right for each other. I guess all I can do is work at it and hope that we click again. Four years is a LONG time, and I have a feeling that we're in for a bumpy ride.

My birthday was pretty good, I got wasted and stayed at the Hilton deluxe suite. God the hangover was hell!!!!! We had an aweful storm that night though!!! Worst in 150 years, and it took part of the roof off the Hilton, destroyed Mum and Dad's newly finished driveway, and- on the positive side of things, filled up ALL of our water tanks and most of the dam!!!! (We're on tank water here, no town water) SO THE DROUGHT HAS OFFICIALLY BROKEN!!!! AFTER TEN YEARS!!!

Anyway, I'm gonna go now, I'm freaking out a little about Nick and I, I pretty much just came online to see if Jenny was around to chat to, so I guess I'll go do the dreaded thing- Clean my room!!

AAAAAARRRRRGGGHHH!

C'ya,

-Bee!

Current Mood: anxious
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